Kanina, pagkagaling ko sa pagsamba bumili ako ng siomai bago sumakay ng tricycle tulad ng palagi kong ginagawa..

Ako: Ate isang order nga po ng siomai :D

Tindera: take out po ba o dito kakainin?

Ako: Dito po :D

Tindera: *kumuha ng siomai at inabot saken

Ako: *smile smile habang kumakain.. xD

Tindera: Anung year mo na?

Ako: Graduate na po ako

Tindera: Graduate ng High School o college?

Ako: Nurse na po ako.. *wala nga lang trabaho* xD

Tindera: HA?? ilang taon ka na ba??

Ako: 22 po.. turning 23 this year :D

Tindera: AY akala ko bata ka pa, mas matanda ka pa pala saken.

Ako: Ehe. Mukha po bang 18 19 20?? *base sa madalas ko naririnig na hula sa edad ko*

Tindera: Hindi, akala ko mga 16 o 17 ka pa lang..
            Yung tita ko din ang sabeh pag nakikita ka “bata pa yun noh?”
*sa isip isip ko: pinagshshismisan pala ako ng mga toh pag bumibili ako.. HAHA*

Ako: Grabe naman yung 16 17.. Anu ako? Graduating ng High School? haha

Tindera: Seryoso! akala namen bata ka pa.

Ako: Nako.. Wag nyo na yan iisipin aa? Hindi makatotohanan ee.. xD

Tindera: Mukha ka kaseng bata talaga.

Ako: OO na lang po..EHE :) *sabay subo sa last piece ng siomai*
       O sige po uwi na ko.. THANK YOU!
Tindera: Salamat :)

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Ang OA nila.. Grabeh naman yung 16 o 17 na inkala nilang edad ko..
Siguro dahil madameng bata ngayun na mukhang mature..

HAHAHA 

My Stand on Saying that I’m Ugly..

I say that, because I don’t feel that I look good, and not because I’m an attention seeker or a compliment fisher. I believe I’m ugly because my parents said I was, and I can tell that they’re telling me the truth ‘coz I can see every inch of imperfection and every little flaw that I have even if other people can’t. Like I see the skinniness of my body and the acne marks on it, or my hairline that starts to rise which I usually hide. 

I say I’m ugly because I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t.

I appreciate people telling me otherwise, but I don’t think I can possibly believe them for now..

But I’m trying to make improvements regarding these issues of self esteem that I have.

Gudlak saken!

xD

FLIGHT OF IDEAS!(at it’s finest)

I don’t know why I can’t put my thoughts clearly into written statements.

There’s a lot of thinking going on inside my head most of the time (well I actually mumble those thoughts while walking alone in the mall). Thoughts that I think are relevant in my life at that moment (or maybe not! ‘coz most of the time they’re just stupid immature stuff that just pops randomly in my mind).  

OOOOOOOOOH!! *o*
I do this a lot actually.. Contradict myself!

I think I’m REALLY good at it.. No wonder my friends call me *kontrabida* most of the time but it’s really not my intention to oppose them. It’s just that I can’t help my self not to oppose everything said and done.. HAHA!  (anu daw?)

Flight of Ideas definition: 

• A nearly continuous flow or accelerated speech with abrupt changes from topic to topic, usually based on understandable associations, distracting stimuli, or plays on words. 

We should be the one to judge ourselves..

By looking at our ACTIONS, and by looking at our WAYS…

We may do crazy stuff.. stuff that may have hurt other people.. stuff that only ourselves could understand the reason for doing them.. These are the ACTIONS that we do, be it constantly, or from time to time that affects other people..  And the WAYS we do for a reason, be it for happiness, or for enjoyment..

Let us all look at them..

and start judging ourselves

(Source: ugliiezii)

Kung Tutuusin…

May mga taong maswerte sa buhay na meron sila pero hindi sila makuntento at iniisip nila na malas sila..Mga taong nagiisip ng mga bagay na nagpapalungkot sa kanila imbes na mag isip ng mga bagay na ikinaswerte nila..

Samantalang may mga tao naman na pinipilit maging masaya kahit na puro kamalasan ang nararanasan, at nagiisip kung bat may mga taong maswerte sa buhay na hindi pinapahalagahan ang mga bagay na ikinaswerte nila..

(Source: ugliiezii)

May mga taong kung titignan mo ay MASAYA!

-PALATAWA

-PALAJOKE

-PALA KWENTO NG MASASAYANG BAGAY

pero hindi sila nagiging totoong masaya, dahil may mga malulungkot na bagay na nangyayari sa buhay nila, na palagi nilang naiisip kahit na mukha silang masaya..

Mas madali nga naman kaseng tumawa at magmukhang masaya kesa umiyak at magsabe ng dahilan ng kalungkutan sa harap ng ibang tao

(Source: ugliiezii)

I’m currently reading about the purpose of pubic hair..

‘coz I’m a very curious fella.. And I wonder why some people shave their pubes

xD

Aaaaand here are the hypothetical functions according to wikipedia..

• visual indicator of sexual maturity
• collection of secreted pheromones
• reduction of external friction during sexual intercourse
• protection of sensitive pubic area
• protection of skin on the pubic area from certain infections, rashes, irritations, and acne and other kinds of infections

To the people close to me..

I witness, and hear things about them..

Things I never knew they are capable of doing.. 

Things that was beyond my expectations.. I know it’s not right to expect things to other people, but they’re people close to me, people I thought I knew..

I never thought they could do such things.. like ditch their partners for another person, which is an EX of their partner (guess who). Ooooor make out with everybody they know when they’re drunk..

Oh well.. 

That’s them.. I should not expect things from other people at the first place..

I’ll just expect things from myself and myself ONLY.. for me to improve whatever disappointment I could give to myself..

xD

Days that I feel sad for no reasons..

Days when I think of too much sadness and just breakdown and cry at the end of it..

Days of having stupid realizations about myself..How am I? Why am I like this? Or whatever..

Days of feeling worthless and unloved..

Days filled with thoughts.. NEGATIVE THOUGHTS..

I hate having these kind of days..

UGH!

By the people important to me..

And it’s because they’re important, that I’m the one who always understand why they misunderstood me..

I blame myself for being misunderstood. I’ve already gotten used to it tho. From my parents,to my siblings, up to my friends.. They all, at some point have misunderstood me.

I’m being misunderstood because my words, and my actions often leaves different impression to other people.

I don’t know how it is to be understood. But it’s all good. I’m cool with it.

It’s OK

:)

I hope I could be ENOUGH for the person I choose to love, just like that person is to me. 

I see myself as insufficient for anybody. I was never enough! There’s always something lacking from me that other people have. What can I do? I’m not perfect.

I hope I could be PERFECT for the person I choose to love, just like that person is to me. 

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You’re PERFECT! You’re ENOUGH! At least for me you are. (pertaining to the chosen person)

When I chose to love you, I commit myself to accept everything about you.Everything! Your past, your attitude, your way of life. Everything! And by that,YOU BECAME PERFECT!

When I chose to love you, I commit myself to be contented with what you could give. Anything! Whether it’s a little love, trust, or appreciation. Anything!And by that, YOU BECAME ENOUGH!

Some would say that’s unfair, but I would say otherwise. Because I believe in the sentiment, that in a war between love and hate anything is acceptable or fair

♥

(Source: ugliiezii)

The first time I met you, I couldn’t help myself but to want to get to know you more.

The moment we started having conversations over a chat or a SMS, I couldn’t help myself not to get more interested on you.

The first moments that we had was just ever so confusing, but I just couldn’t help myself.

I tried so hard not to let my guard down on you, being afraid to get hurt, afraid to take a chance on love. But I couldn’t help myself from falling for you.

As I get to know you better, I found myself wanting to take a chance on love with you, but is uncertain of what to do. I came to a point that I asked myself if this is a real thing, if this is worth a shot. But I couldn’t help myself not to let myself take this chance and free myself from the wonders and the what ifs.

Now there’s no more resisting, and I am already free from the doubts and fear of the uncertainty on love, and I couldn’t help myself but to feel thankful for this unparalleled happiness i’m experiencing because of you. 

And I’m glad that I Couldn’t help myself not to fall in love with you♥

♥

(Source: ugliiezii)

 Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.

1. Ask permission to my parents whenever I go out with friends.
2. Clean my room.
3. Appreciate little things life offers me.
4. Exert an effort to get what I want.
5. Eat healthy.
6. Show love to my brothers.
7. Keep in touch with old chums.